I hope I don't fall in love with you!

Harusnya kita ga temanan dari awal.
Harusnya kita dulu ga perlu chat ya.
Harusnya gue ga perlu menyukai pertemanan kita yg ini.
Harusnya kita ga nyambung.
Harusnya kita ga perlu menciptakan obrolan-obrolan menyenangkan itu.
Harusnya lo jangan jadi teman baik gue.
Harusnya pertemanan ini ga ada.

Harusnya kita bisa lebih dari ini.
Karena, semua yg lo rasain ke gue, dan yg gue rasain ke lo, lebih dari itu.

Gue ga tau, kapan perasaan ini datang.
Karena ketika perasaan ini mau datang, gue selalu denied dan berusaha menyibukkan diri.

I just can't falling in love with you.

 Everytime you smile at me.
Everytime you text me just to make sure im home.
Everytime you laugh at my jokes.
Idk, i want all those just for me.
I know it sounds selfish and annoying. Sorry.

 I hope I dont fall in love with you!

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